I wonder what it truly means to be blessed by God. Is it a nice home? The ability to travel? Obedient children? Right standing in a religious organization? A place where a group of people admire you? Or could God’s blessings look entirely different?
What if being blessed by him doesn’t always mean comfort. What if his blessings lead you to walk over jagged rocks and down treacherous paths? What if you are lead into a dark place that forced you to deal with the idols in your heart?
I say God’s blessings can be in the form of comfortable things, but I believe there is another facet to them that will make your flesh very uncomfortable.
Uncomfortable as your flesh may be, the dark places in which you are led Could very well teach you to leave the lusts of this world and enter into a Holy place. The place where God is.
To obtain anything of worth it must be forged in the fire. The fire of a trial is where the impurities are identified. The fire of a trial is where we decide if we will continue on with God, or not.
This morning I was reflecting on one of my own blessings. This blessing has been comfortable and enjoyable…but has also been where I would surrender myself the most.
I decided to hang in there with God when my blessing stretched me. When my blessing turned into a trial I decided not to run away. God was teaching me to trust Him. He was allowing my roots of faith to sink deep into the soil of life. He wanted me to meditate within his word and look deeply within.
Who was I really? What made me a “Christian”? What made me gravitate toward physical comfort in all its forms before I allowed Christ to soothe me? Why did I need to make hasty decisions? Why couldn’t I just allow my flesh, my bank account, my love life, and my appearance before men to be on hold in order for God to accomplish His purposes and plans for me? Why did I fight God when I was supposed to wait on him?
All of these questions were dealt with and abundantly answered as I purposed to obey Him and wait on Him in my fiery trial. When I stopped grasping for what I could physically see and directed my whole hearts worship toward what I could NOT see is when the answers started to unfold. Its when I started to experience true change in my inner man, and eventually more of the “comfortable” blessings started to manifest physically.
You must plant the new seeds of trust and obedience before you harvest.
I learned to go onto the jagged rocks and narrow paths that looked like they had no purpose if that’s where God was taking me in that season. But it was there that I actually found my purpose and saw that God could really do more than I ever anticipated.
Because I will always be in the flesh and live on this earth I will keep experiencing the trial side of blessing as long as I am alive. But the beauty is in knowing that in Heaven, my final destination, is where all sin and trial will be no longer.
But not yet… earth is where I wait, where I press into Christ, and submit myself to Him in faith of whats to come.